I finally think, I do not belong here.
After spending almost s****y 3.7 years I only have some good friends to be content about. I'm not sure what and where it went wrong or who "spoiled" me, it's me or them, but one thing I'm gonna make sure is, I don't repent even for a moment what went awry. People (including me) say it's my laziness and laid-back attitude that was on a "killin' spree" all these years, but my logical being defies this and goes to incrospect deeper into the core reason (which I won't disclose now).
Yeah, I need a change, I badly need a shift of gears on both personal and professional aspect of my life.
I could belong "anywhere," just need to fix "it" out ASAP!
4 years ago